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Oyster Card Romance

Londoners, you know that thing when you swipe your oyster card, the red light beeps and the gates stay shut, even though you have enough money on the card? Apparently it happens when you ‘swipe’ or ‘press’ rather than ‘touch’ in.

This happened to me the other day. The nice Transport For London staff member who was standing there, put on his best ‘I want to roll my eyes but I’m going to be patient’ voice and said, “Stand back a step…. Now just touch the card lightly.”

I did. It worked.

As I stood on the escalator I started to smile realising that his instruction was a brilliant metaphor for how to love.

In romantic relationship we want to get closer to each other. But closeness can easily slip into familiarity. Before we know it we’re being less attentive and more mechanical. The relationship feels easy and comfortable but lacks spice. Over time, romance stays shut – unresponsive to your mechanical ‘swiping’ or ‘pressing’. At this point, familiarity starts to feel stifling.

So take a step back – give each other more space and privacy. And be ‘light touch’ in your emotional interaction – don’t presume that you can press or swipe your way into each other’s hearts. The gates of romance will keep flying open for you.

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Posted by on 12/12/2013 in Romance


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Cupid is tired

So, Cupid tells me that he wants to give up shooting arrows.

The whole bow and arrow thing was always a little childish anyway – making people hurt for love. But this was the only way he could open our hearts. He’d found that pain was a very effective incentive for us to fall in love. The wound of his arrows opened the flow of loving attention.

But he’s tired of his weapons; and of our laziness.

He’s wants to be a gardener instead – planting seeds of love in the ground of fertile hearts.

Of course, the invitation (and the requirement) is that we apply ourselves more consciously to love.

He tells me that we’ll need to prepare the ground of our hearts ourselves. A fertile heart is already rich with emotion, already in-the-flow-of-feeling, already stationed-in-love. Poised to fall in love. Cupid can easily tend such a heart.

It takes more maturity but he thinks we’re ready to move from being hunted by Love to being in partnership with Love. Shall we?

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Posted by on 13/01/2013 in Love, Romance


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Rare Romance

Romantic love isn’t so much a single emotion as a container for many shades of emotion. That’s why we’re more susceptible to feeling hurt by a romantic partner than a friend. That’s why we can be infuriated with a lover and long for them at the same time.

Some loves have a way of containing the vicissitudes of romantic relationship while remaining beyond them. Underneath the range of emotions that play through the heart, lighting it up or ripping it up, there is a quality of love that witnesses. In a way its not so much a quality of the heart but a quality of Being.

Rare to experience in romance, but exquisite when its there.

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Posted by on 04/05/2012 in Love, Romance


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Banned emotions: The trouble with feeling good during divorce

Recently I was working with a client whose husband had left their marriage for another partner.

Initially, she worked through her shock, and worked with her ex to agree a sensible plan for splitting their resources. Then she created time to look after herself, made some changes at work, and took a lover or two. When she was ready, she started to plan a new future for herself.

In this last session, she was speaking animatedly about these plans. She suddenly stopped, sat back in dismay and said, ‘Oh! Am I allowed to be this excited about the future?’ ‘Yes,’ I smiled, ‘You are.’

She explained what was behind the question. She was getting a divorce; wasn’t she supposed to be ‘in mourning or something?’

Her question points to a damaging- but commonly held – expectation that the experience of divorce permits only negative emotion.

But there is no obligation to feel a certain way during a divorce. Its your heart – feel what you like.

What’s more, the idea that a divorcee ought to feel bad and sad for an appropriate (though undefined) length of time, simply misses the heart’s complexity. The heart is not linear – it doesn’t line emotions up one after another and work through them.

Linearity is important for the practical changes required by a divorce – the sensible plan for splitting resources, for example. But the heart doesn’t care for logistics or propriety. Excitement about the future and grief over the past can easily inhabit the same heartbeat.

I wonder what would happen to our cultural expectations of divorce if we gave the heart permission to have its full and tumbling array of emotions.


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